it's just wonderful and beautiful lyrics. it inspired me to create this.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Daraja Children Choir of Africa
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Experimental Candy Blood
looked better in my head...
having good friends and extremely supportive husband are one of many ways to deal with the fear. today, one of my friends gave me an excellent advice for the importance of practice on drawings or any kind of creative works. "creativity just doesn't come from out of nowhere. you just have to keep up with your hard work until you truly become a creative person.", she said. those words sank in my heart and fueled my passion. before the fire put out, i urgently started to search for the inspiration for today's sketch. there it was, the video about a clown hit by an icecream truck, and disgustingly ripped his stomach apart with his blood flowing out on the ground. well, yeah, it does seem pretty nauseating at this point, but the only thing is that the blood from his stomach was a cascade of many different candies. it was so disturbing, but cute at the same time. how can i pass that up? the sketch is my version of the clown composed of sweet blood. how did you like my experiment?Sunday, December 6, 2009
FEAR
the level of my self-esteem toward my dream...
mind trip from hintmag
http://www.hintmag.com/shoots/multi/mindtrip/mindtrip.html
fear is the biggest enemy for everyone. it is my turn to learn how to defeat that fear in me for the first time in my life. i tell you, first time for everything... what is this? why do i feel like i cannot even move one foot forward than the other? not even one step?? it feels as if my feet were laid completely flat on the ground with 1,000 tons of leaden chain wrapped around my ankles... it's just not movable! that one step seems the hugest stride that i could ever imagine possible. because of this pathetic reason, i stayed away from sketching, sewing, posting new blogs, and to make matters worse, away from clothes... i completely blocked out everything. i really started to wonder if i have what it takes to become what i want to be... i am truly experiencing that fear is not from above. i really need HIS help to defeat this mess. i wanted to be bluntly honest in the blog at least... i thought that this confession could bring something good in me... courage and confidence, perhaps?
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